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Bambi | 26 | London |
Aquaphobic Mermaid, Silver Surfer Fangirl, Cosplayer, Bean Counter, Perpetual Escapist and Compusive Procrastinator.

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Tonight’s #houseofburlesque night at #londonwonderground was so much fun. It was purely breathtaking, side splitting and show stopping. So in light of my very strong, confident and all round good mood, have a terrible out of focus #ottd. 😉 #Iwishicoulddresslikethiseveryday

Tonight’s #houseofburlesque night at #londonwonderground was so much fun. It was purely breathtaking, side splitting and show stopping. So in light of my very strong, confident and all round good mood, have a terrible out of focus #ottd. 😉 #Iwishicoulddresslikethiseveryday

I preferred tumblr when it was awash with pretty pictures and brimming with creativity.

NOT

Infected with the venomous and narrow minded opinion and overcome by idiocy and hatred towards others.

Hi guys. I’ve signed up to take part in #thealzheimerssociety #Stonehenge walk in september as a fundraiser for #Alzheimers research and support.

The wall is a 26mile hike from Stonehenge at 7am to Avebury around sunset. This is going to be a huge challenge for me and I understand that but there has never been a cause closer to my heart.

If you can spare anything please visit my #justgiving page. https://www.justgiving.com/ClareW87/

Thank you. (at https://www.justgiving.com/ClareW87/)

Hi guys. I’ve signed up to take part in #thealzheimerssociety #Stonehenge walk in september as a fundraiser for #Alzheimers research and support.

The wall is a 26mile hike from Stonehenge at 7am to Avebury around sunset. This is going to be a huge challenge for me and I understand that but there has never been a cause closer to my heart.

If you can spare anything please visit my #justgiving page. https://www.justgiving.com/ClareW87/

Thank you. (at https://www.justgiving.com/ClareW87/)

The most accurate depiction of our friendship. #jayandsilentbob #jayneandsilentbobbi #willstrikeback #thecoolmute #theannoyingmoron

The most accurate depiction of our friendship. #jayandsilentbob #jayneandsilentbobbi #willstrikeback #thecoolmute #theannoyingmoron

Knock it off! #jayneandsilentbobbi #jayandsilentbob #genderbend #cosplay #taschadearing #silentbob #jedibitch #bestcosplayever

Knock it off! #jayneandsilentbobbi #jayandsilentbob #genderbend #cosplay #taschadearing #silentbob #jedibitch #bestcosplayever

So this happened today. @emmyfpq. #jayandsilentbob #moobys #jasonmewes #KevinSmith #silentbob #jay #cosplay #genderbend

So this happened today. @emmyfpq. #jayandsilentbob #moobys #jasonmewes #KevinSmith #silentbob #jay #cosplay #genderbend

jordan-phoenix:

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To understand meditation in a nutshell, go get a camera and take two pictures of the same thing.

For the first, hold your camera as still as possible, and take a picture.

For the second, shake your camera back and forth as fast as you can while you snap the photo.

The difference between…

So I’ve just had my last day of therapy as well as my last day at my current job. And I am so relieved and excited for my future, that I could just cry so hard.

I have not been happy in my job for a while and can now start my new role in Marble Arch. This is such an incredible step for me. A real step up. Responsibility, excitement and a pay rise! I really can’t wait.

My therapy sessions have also ended today. With some anxiety and some excitement. As soon as I left the building, I could have cries with relief.

I feel like a completely different person. I feel like I can meet my insecurities head on and understand so much more about myself.

I have shed my poisonous skin and am ready to take on what life can give me. Looking back on who I was a few months back is a real wake up call.

I was not in a good way and it was affecting every aspect of my life, my job, my happiness, my relationships with others. Suicidal, antisocial and self loathing. But that is my past now. I can move forward. And I have.

This is only one step of many that I will need to take just to live life and feel normal. But I never would have taken that step if it wasn’t for my best friend.

No matter how hopeless you feel or how impossible life may be. There is ALWAYS a way. It won’t solve your problems in the blink of an eye but as soon as you take those steps and persevere. You can get to where you want to be.

It will be tough but you’ll get there. I know you will. :)